My emotions are incredibly up and down. Today I am feeling overwhelmed and wondering how, if I can barely do the regular day to day stuff, will I ever find energy for this whole process we are undertaking? But then I think of NOT doing it, and my stomach sinks and a place in my heart immediately defaults to "empty". So, we continue to press on. Getting our service plan signed and emailed back to our parent co-ordinator today. Other then that, we can't do much until we go out to our adoption agency for our Home Study intake interview on the 3rd.
Our Hungarian language CD hasn't arrived yet, and we are waiting on it so we can begin learning some words and phrases. Ellie is going to use it as part of her school work. I was blessed by Abigail, a 16 year old who goes to our church, as she told me the other day that she wants to learn it too, so that she can help us when our girl comes. Thank you, Abigail! You are amazing!
Today, we have focused on getting details done to send Anna off to Africa in September. Our hearts keep going back and forth....Hungary, Africa, Hungary, Africa. It gets a bit dizzying.
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